The Tao of Kenny

this is something i wanna do for some time already...me farking writing a blog during my office hours...muahhahahaa... it's not that i dun have work to do...but it's a freaking saturday for god's sake. and while girls get alternate saturdays off, guys slog for every saturday they can remember since they joined this company. have been so busy that i dun have time to meet pple i wanna meet for some time..esp boo and gang. paiseh paiseh..hoping to go ntu again... so many pple in my cohort have jumped to other industries and jobs that im was really beginning to wonder if our course in NUS was of any use at all. after reflecting, i decided "yeah..it wasn't really useful." im getting so lame in my writing. or is it the little sneaky thrill i get from doing something illegal in the company that makes me write like a descriptive essay? nah, downloading anime after office hours takes the cake over here. im glad no one else in my company reads this junk more than u do. back to the topic. now, wat sort of tao does kenny the wanker has? i dont proclaim to be the next confucius, but im close. afterall, tao's my middle name and it's heaven sent sign for me to play uncle ubi (i cant think i anything close to auntie agony). i have noticed many pple being philosopical lately or at least i am. particularly on the idea of the life that one would like to have. the type of movie that describes ur life , the movies i've watched like V for Vendetta and Munich (which happens to talk abt the lifes they die die want even if it would haunt them), my brother's poster in his bedroom that asks u to choose between 'living in ur coshy little apartment, watching telly, living with brats for kids and dying in an old age home' or 'life' and also stumbling on a blog entry of an old friend in NUS talking abt the sad lifes of pple who think they are happy.

this sort of question, im sure, has been bugging pple our age since the wheel was invented (seriously, i dun know). and im also quite certain many pple got it figured out or at least think they got it figured out. now the hard part comes, doing it.

if u ever thot travel is ur cup of tea and wish to tell ur kids about your travels and perils, simply live ur life ard it.

dont get a job that would hinder u from acheving those goals or sign silly bonds to a job u never liked.

dont get jealous or envious of others because u prob can live a life like theirs if u really wanted to.

if u think that making money is all u ever wanted to do, just do it. dont let negative comments like "eh..u no life la..making this type of money" or "why work so hard? ur money also cannot go to hell with u" get u down. Ur living life as u deem happy to so live by them, and not let other pple's principles of life rule u.

at the same time, some knowingly want to live a poorer man's life and if it makes them happy, dun let ur principles of making money as a way of life disturb them. they can see happiness in ways u prob cant.

last but not least, watever u do, do without regrets. sounds cliche yeah...but many pple i know dont follow it. and they get cynical, they get envious, even putting others down for perceived weaknesses in their lifes...u get my drift.

if ur truly living the life u want and being so damn happy, you would not be probably casting envious glances at friends or acquaintances. u wouldn't also mind if others put u down for the life u choose to live.

think abt it. life is abt ruling yourself and doing it. i cannot agree with nike more....